INFJ...only 2% from population..and i am one of them... Very special

I am an introvert
But not just normal introvert

I am INFJ.... It explain everthing why it happen to me...why i am like this... People always misunderstand of me... I am always wonder why i am like this... Because this is me...and i will love myself more than yesterday

Akok

Nise sekeret (cairkan)
Gula secawan
7 biji Telur
Secawan Gandum
Santan sekotak (secawan)
Pandan(kalau nk perasa pandan)

Blend semua bahan.

Panaskan cupcake maker... Letak minyak sikit... Bagi betul2 panas...

Tuang bacuhan ke dalam cupcake maker...

The new journey begin

26 Jan 2020

The first step for new journey has begun

With full of love and happiness

Hopefully this happiness will be with me forever and ever

InsyaAllah... 

Believe in Alla...insyaAllah u will find the happiness for here and hereafter

Live well or hell.... I decide. 

Pengat nangka

Bahan A:

2 cawan beras pulut siam dikukus, kemudian diarung dengan 1/2 cawan santan pekat dan dikukus semula.

Bahan B:
15-18 Nangka dibelah 2 secara memanjang dan dikukus sehingga warna menjadi lebih terang.

Bahan C:
6 butir nangka diblend dgn secawan air/santan macar.
Kemudian ditapis kedalam santan (separuh periuk sederhana saiz) . masukkan  Daun pandan. Campuran tadi dimasak diatas dapur dgn api sederhana. Kacau sepanjang proses.  Apabila,kuah dah nk mengelegak.
Masukan 4 karet Nise kampung y dicairkan bersama2 1 sudu tepung jagung, 2 senduk Gula, dan garam Secukup rasa.
Bila dh mengelegak, tutup api dapur.

Hidangan:
Masukkan pulut (A)  ke dalam nangka(B). Jgn tekan bg padat. Masukan kuah (C)  ke dalam mangkuk.

1 more....

24/10/2019

2 more...

29/08/2019

N. A. D. Y. A

Nadya adalah nama populer untuk anakperempuan. Nama Nadya paling cocok untuk nama depan. Misal seperti Nadya Khaerani, Nadya Rahmadhaniati, Nadya Gita Sanjaya, Nadya Dita Sholeha, Nadya Paramita Jonatan, dll. Di indonesia, paling banyak ada di Jakarta, Bandung, Tangerang, Bogor, Bekasi. Nadya ini menjelaskan seseorang yang memiliki bakat menulis atau seni. Secara alamiah, ia seperti tak pernah lelah sekaligus gigih dibandingkan dengan orang-orang lain. Orang ini menuntut kesempurnaan dalam segala hal dan sangat kritis pada pasangan.

Arti dalam berbagai bahasa

• Nadya dalam bahasa Indonesia, artinya Kenyataan.
• Nadya dalam bahasa Rusia, artinya Harapan.
• Nadya dalam bahasa Indonesia, artinya Kebahagiaan, kehormatan dan pernikahan.
• Nadya dalam bahasa Karakteristik, artinya Naif.



Sifat dan karakter

Nadya ini menjelaskan seseorang yang memiliki bakat menulis atau seni. Secara alamiah, ia seperti tak pernah lelah sekaligus gigih dibandingkan dengan orang-orang lain. Orang ini menuntut kesempurnaan dalam segala hal dan sangat kritis pada pasangan.



Kepribadian dalam numerologi

Nama "Nadya" mempunyai jumlah angka:
N = 14
A = 1
D = 4
Y = 25
A = 1
Jumlah totalnya adalah 45
Sehingga menurut studi numerologi, nama "Nadya" mempunyai kepribadian Peduli sesama, dermawan, tidak mementingkan diri sendiri, patuh terhadap kewajiban, ekspresi kreatif.

https://kasihnama.com/nama-bayi/nadya

The touch of mother

I felt really bad.
I thought so many thing
I angried with everyone
I felt sick
I got a headache
I want to throw up
I am crying

But, just a touch of mother
I felt better
Even i am still felt helpless

Gulai darat kelantan

Di kelantan, gulai kari ada bermacam-macam.  Antara yang popular dan senang didapati adalah gulai darat ayam. Nak tau mcm mn nk masak.. Meh nk cerita..ada 2 cara 1) masak secara raja berangkat @ 2) masak secara tumis... Nk y sedap dan tahan lama adalah cara kedua, dengan cara tumis.  Bahan2 adalah sama, y berbeza adalah cara memasak.

Bahan2

1 ekor ayam
1/2 kilo santan
2 keping Asam keping
1/4 nise kampung
2-3 sudu besar minyak masak
Gula
Garam
Aji no(pilihan)
Lada hijau

A) Bahan utk dikisar:

7-10 biji bawang merah (bergantung pada saiz)
1 biji bawang besar (sederhana saiz)
2-3 ulas bawang putih
1 inci halia
1 inci lengkuas
4 inci Kunyit
10 biji lada kering (y kyrang pedas)

B) Bahan digoreng/sangau sehingga garing:
Kelapa-untuk dijadikan kerisik
Rempah

Cara2
1) raja berangkat
Masukkan ayam, bahan A, bahan B dan santan.  Biarkan mendidih dan masukkan gula, garam,nise,asam keping dan aji no. Biarkan sehingga ayam masak dan "awas" masak. Masukkan lada hijau.  Tutup api dan hidang.

2) masak tumis
Tumiskan bahan A sehingga pecah minyak.  Masukkan ayam.  Ratakan awas tumis.  Biarkan awas sebati dengan ayam. Masukkan bahan B kemuadian Masukkan santan. Kacau bg sebati.  Masukkan gula, nise, garam, aji no, dan asam keping. Biarkan sehingga mendidih. Masukkan lada hijau. Tutup api dan hidang.

Gambar n video diupload kemudian

He GONE... Forever....al-fatihah

We lose him
Forever
We will miss him
Forever
We will love him
Forever

Hope we will meet him in Jannah. InsyaAllah.

Al-fatihah
Wan Omar bin Wan Yah
180654-090619

Help me!!

Asking help is a biggest hurdles. It is easy to ask a help. But its hard for some people, especially who has been always rejected. Even they said ok, but deep insides there are a scar that make it more hard for them to asking help. After they receive rejected after rejected directly or indirectly, how come they have a courage to ask again. The scar is always bleeding. Thus it more comfortable to never asking anymore. Just believe that sometime a stranger it better than a friend,family or foe. And money is always a good friends whenever, wherever or whoever you are.

Will you be my company?

1) Being alone is lonely journey even you are happy.
2) Being alone make you envious many thing
3) Being alone make you wonder how the others thinking
4) Being alone make you hope the miracle
5) Being alone make you passion gone
6) Being alone make you fears of society
7) Being alone make you regrets the basics of human
8) Being alone will give you peace as well as anxiety
9) Being alone make you wonder how its feel
10) Being alone make you felt half full

will you keep me company?

i am 32 years old maiden

haha

such a provocation title.

just to remind myself that i am old enough to be serious about what type of mundane life that i want. Even it mean that i need to sacrifices my utopia dream

wake up and grow up. accept the reality. you are in  2017...just three years more to reach 2020 which a 1 of the Malaysian milestone to be a development country. and you are the part of it either you want or not.


but....it hard...too hard...help me....

Secret

Secret is sometging that we keep it with ourself or within the person that we believe and had faith. But sometimes we make a mistake, No secret can be keep forever. More or less the secret that should not be a secret. When the time, the secret is no longer be a secret.

When the secret is blow, that the time that the keeper start to panic.  Not heard anything,can think anything,wanna run away from the situations morever if they still not admit the guilty. Still search the other fault, looking for someone to be blame. Never think to blame themself.

In this situations, the audience only can lent their ear and time to listen their explaination, then make a judgement from their perspectives. Never to judge from keeper perspective.  This can make it more worse. As an audience sometimes we also will be blame. So brave your heart to heard their blame. Take a deep breath if you are in this situations. U are not wrong.

Hati-hati

Propaganda kristian.

Tanpa disedari,  demi kepuasan anak, kita terperangkap dalam propaganda kristian untuk mendidik anak2 muslim kita agar mencintai nabi isa (jesus) lebih dari nabi muhammad S. A. W.  Permainan kanak-kanak ini akan memainkan lagu apabila duit 50sen dimasukkan. Tanpa ibu bapa sedar antara lagu y kerap dimainkan adalah lagu " i love jesus". Mendengar melodi lagu ini sangat mengasyikkan dan senang untuk kita ikut diluar kesedaran waras kita.  Oleh itu  secara tanpa sedar, hati anak2 kita akan berdengup menyanyikan senikata dan melodi yang dialunkan. Satu hal lagi yang menyedihkan adalah apabila waktu azan dialunkan,  ada segelintir ibu bapa tanpa mempedulikan azan yang dialunkan dari surau yang terdekat tetap berusaha untuk mengembirakan anak dengan membiarkan mereka bermain tanpa berusaha untuk memujuk anak mereka dari bermain.  Oleh itu,  para ibubapa jangan salahkan anak sekiranya hati mereka menjadi kelabu dan susah untuk menerima hidayah jika ini adalah didikkan anda.  Renungkan bersama.

location: Maslee ekspress, Taman teratai.

Forget me NOT

What should I say when someone asking me :

1) How your life?
2) Are you ok?
3) What happen with your life recently?
4) anything good in your life?

The truth  answers that I would like to say is:

1) my life is very sad, depressed, stress, not meaningful et al.
2) I am not OK. very not OK
3) Nothing particular. just breathing every day, act to be strong.
4) Nothing. nothing et al.

But I cannot just say that because in this age
everyone is struggling
everyone is depressed
then,others life might be worst than me.

Hence, I have to make my life being meaningful, beautiful and wonderful.
I have to make sure the precious person that see me as great person doesn't lose hope in me
I have to ensure nothing will make me lose hope in life
So that, I will be not forgotten when someday I leave this world.

dahan untuk berpaut

ta daaa....


lama betul tak update cerita, berita , merapu etc kat sini.

sibuk?

tak de la sibuk sampai x de masa nk mengupdate blog.

cuma mood x de. sbb jd macam layang2 yang terbang tinggi dilangit yang hanya bergantung pada tali tangsi yang halus untuk kekal disana. yang bila-bila2 masa saja boleh putus. Jadinya, layang2 itu hanya mampu terumbang ambing diudara mengikut gerak angin. oleh itu mood tu swing sikit...

nak lepaskan tali tu....huhu...x berani den....sbb den x de dahan untuk berpaut....hanya menanti masa ja pemegang tali tu tarik turun perlahan-lahan...

harap2...dapatla mendarat ke bumi dengan selamat sebelum terbang kembali.

Human touch

Nowadays, we are lacking the human touch. In every aspect of life, we are missing it.

It is hard to preserve the human touch even though we needs it.

Human touch just only can been feel by heart. The sincerely of the heart to do something or have done something. Can not be measured by anything. The sincerely also only can been feel by heart.that make the human touch are sentiment and special.

But sometimes..once on the blue moon, the human touch can be killer...too much or too less human touch could brought damage and dangerous  our daily life. So the sufficient of human touch is important to make our lives wonderful and beautiful like are rainbow

My Job is Study

Last week,i have a fate to have a little chat with my neighbor. Why i said fate, because it is a rare opportunity we can chat. She was busy with her housework as a mom for three kid and nanny for a few others children. It is very busy work. More busy than me. I admit it.

Ok. Back to the topic. My neighbor (herein kak A) ask me either i am busy recently since everyday i go out from house. This is because mostly i am staying at house 3 or 4 day,each or more. Two week is normally. I said yes, i have outside job that need me to go out. Then kak A asking that study is hard work...means we are really busy. Then i said that it just like we are working. If we are go office at 8 and back at 5 ,does it considered busy?actually it is depend on ourself. If it not important so we said we are busy. As said as Bahrudin Bekri in one of his novel...if i am not mistaken, the novel title is "Lelaki berbaju merah".but here is not the main story that i want to said here.

The conversation was rewind me back to 1999, when my father started given me allowance RM 10 per week. This is a lot during that time ok. As automatically,my mind set that my father is my boss, he pay me go to school and study. I never asked for extra for five years even i have a extra class since i go back home for lunch. But i will claimed if i buy booked or anything that related to study. So that day, my job as a student was started until now.

This thought that make me never felt bored or think that study is burden but it also not the enjoy thing. But same like working,not many of us that can work in our interest field. Sometime we just don't know that field or that position is exist. But we can fall in love with our job eventually. At the end we can manage and that job be a part of our lives. Be the main schedule in our daily life. The most important thing, that job become  more important than our parents,husband and kid. They all will be a number 2,3 or more. Don't said that this is not. When you wake up, what is first thing that u think. I have to wake up. I have a meting today, i have to finished yesterday report i have to that and i have to this. Kid we just brought to nanny or pay the caretaker.husband just do it yourself, not only you working, i am also working so we must share the responsibility. Mom and dad, of course we don't call everyday and if we are stay together they serve us not us serve them. For this generation, we are mostly lucky because our parent has a pencen or not working hard like previous generation. But in our plan what we want to archieved today is work...work...and work....

So how i am want to work? I am still can't accept the reality that i have to face this situation. Officially Working. What position? What?and what? Don't work don't have money...don't have money...how i want to survive....aishhhhh... I am still not mature enough to accept this reality.

Scar, Song, Soul

After a few time I reflects my life from where I can remember until today, my perceptive about fall in love and being in love it was same. I can't count how many times I tried to put the conclusion of my feeling and thought in good way, so that other people could understand and cure my disease. Then I could find this temporary happiness without regretted. But I failed. However when I found this song and the translation, I feel like this is what I want people to understand.

I have a scar. And the scar is not fully healed yet. Time can’t cure it. Only one person, but that person is not appeared yet, or maybe not exist. But I hope this scar can be healed someday.