The past is history....The future is mystery....The present is where we belong...


Monday, September 21, 2015

Scar, Song, Soul

After a few time I reflects my life from where I can remember until today, my perceptive about fall in love and being in love it was same. I can't count how many times I tried to put the conclusion of my feeling and thought in good way, so that other people could understand and cure my disease. Then I could find this temporary happiness without regretted. But I failed. However when I found this song and the translation, I feel like this is what I want people to understand.

I have a scar. And the scar is not fully healed yet. Time can’t cure it. Only one person, but that person is not appeared yet, or maybe not exist. But I hope this scar can be healed someday.


Sunday, September 20, 2015

Coretan Di suatu Waktu

Dalam dok belek-belek buku nota lama (mencari cebisan nota-nota keja makmal yang sudah bertahun dulu) maka terjumpa la beberapa coretan yang merapu tapi penuh makna dan emosi. yang boleh mengembalikan nostalgia ketika coretan itu ditulis.


Coretan 1: Dunia Teknologi
Coretan ini ketika aku mencari ilham di McDonald, Aeon Taman U. Aku ternampak 4 orang remaja perempuan sedang makan-makan. Tapi mang menarik perhatian aku adalah, mereka keluar makan bersama rakan namun masing-masing bersama gadget ditangan, mata juga sudah tidak bertentangan, mereka hanya saling berhadapan. Tiada perbualan rancak. makan dan melihat screen telefon. Maka terbayanglah bait-bait kata yang dikarang dalam satu cerpen pendek di dalam koleksi cerita pendek Berjuta Rasa oleh Tere Liye, penulis yang sangat indah bermain kata. Wujudkah suatu hari nanti dunia dipenuhi gadget-gadget canggih sehingga manusia tidak perlu lagi bersusah payah untuk mengambil kisah tentang hubungan di dunia nyata sekiranya gadget-gadget ini dicipta untuk mengambila alih tugasan-tugasa itu.. 
Coretan 2 :Believe

Premise 1: Believing in the person you love is absolutely believing what that person says.
Premise 2: Never, without the doubt. Just that person . That person only
Conclusion:  If you can't trust that person, how can you be in love?
Coretan 3:Love
Love is something that we can't find easily even we have looked for it very hard
Love is something that we can't have easily even we  have tried to have it very hard
Love is something that we can't buy easily even we are the richest in the world
Love is something that we can't run from it even we are the fastest runner 
Love is a FATE, Love is a CHOICE, Love is a DESTINY 
 
 
 

Monday, September 7, 2015

Tell a lie or tell the truth.


Why they can't accept if we give the honest comment but asking us to be honest?
I am always been scold for being honest..what wrong with me?
Do i make wrong thing for being honest?
Honesty is important...yes i can tell a lie but it have to be told first that i should lie...have to be plan…not as spontaneous.. then i can lie..but..if nobody told me...i just told i m thinking..my mind will automatically give an honest comment....is it wrong?...even though i ask for forgiveness first...
I think nowaday we can't be honest anymore..but..arghhh...i dont like it... 30 years…I have learn to be honest…now what?

For me…if for someone that I love…sure I will be honest….cause that show that I care and love them. And why they can accept the truth…I am always accept if they give me an honest comment…even it such a pain…but it will cause me be a better person in the future. Since the good medicine is bitter…and the sweet is poison.  


If it is beautiful...say it beautiful...if not say not...so we know the truth not just based on our preference to hear what we want to hear....and can't accept the reality....