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Tuesday, March 27, 2012

Long Time No See



hehe...dh berhabuk jugak aku tgk blog ni....suram....sunyi....last entry pun x berapa menarik..tp sekurang2 ak dh jumpa Mr D balik lepas ak wat entry tu....hehe...



emm..pasal proposal tu plak masih dlam pembikinan...agak susah sebenarnya...sbb bnyk bnda baru yg nk kena fikir dan diconsider...orang yg sepatutnya membantu plak bukan menolong meringankan beban..tp menambahkan lagi beban yg telah sedia tergalas ni...apa2 pun harapnya perkara ini dapat diselesaikan dengna segera...




sbt pasal proposal...dalam masa yang sama ni ...ak jugak kena siapkan proposal tuk my first stage....ntahh la dapat disiapkan atau tidak dan berminggu2 cba siapkan..tp asyik tergendala saja..kenapa? hehe otak aku ni dh tepu untuk mengolah balik ayat2 yg dh sedia best...ini bukan perkara senang tau...hanya orang yg ada otak kreatif saja yg mmpu lakukan...dan hakikatnya...otak aku dh berkarat...susah nk pusing2 lg dh...in two weeks time..ak kena finish benda ni....mustahil? it is right...tp nothing is imposibble...everthing is posibble..hahaha...giler3x






in the meantime...(cewah..ckp orang putih lak)....ak jugak kena siapkan preperation tuk competition bulan 5 nnt..walaupun ada lg sebulan...tp...yg ni jutgak memerlukan msa, kepakaran, kreatif dan innovatif tuk jadikan ianya menarik...and can catch the eyes of the jugde is not the easy ob...tambah2 ada la bos yg super duper cerewet ni...bg pembantu pulak adalah hantu.....sakit jiwa...






in the short time, ak jugak kena finallized 2 paper tuk dihanta ke 2 international journal...huhu...how come? no sweet kan....everything in my life need to used the brain with very creatively.....very crazy....






during the time also..i have to manage the lab also...OMG.. this is not my job...i don't want to do it....i m not pay to this job ok...but how i should tell my bos ha....therefore..running is the easier way that i ccan do..but this is not good solution since lab is good place to do all above task that i need to do....






everything about job..task...responsibility...lab..how about my social life??






hehe..what i can think is i just need a time for myself....alone...if i can...huhuhu