The past is history....The future is mystery....The present is where we belong...


Friday, November 5, 2010

aku rindu!!


aku rindu!!

itu shj perkataan yg ada dlm kamus otakku yg kini penuh dgn keraguan untuk mengambarkan perasaanku pada blog ini, family, kekawan dan yg pling penting kehidupan ku yg lalu.


hampir 2 bulan ak menyepikan diri,bukan niat untuk membenci atau merajuk, tp lebih kpd melarikan diri...ntah..itu yg kufikirkan ketika itu..bila kufikirkan kembali..aku merasa bodoh membazirkan usia mudaku dgn melarikan diri begitu. tp bak kata prof "past is a past, wut should i do is looked for the future".

but, "future"lah yg mengganggu ak. kerana kini ak kerap memikirkan masa hadapan yg belum pasti. dan membiarkan masa kini berlalu begitu sj menjadi masa lepas.

"be friend". one more advise i get from prof. this is hard for me to do. coz i don't know how to be friends. i have never successful being a good friend to my friend. in relationship we need to give and take right? but the prob is i don't know i to give.

now, wut i do..just back to my normal life. do a job and duty as a student, sister, daughter and friends.